An Incident With A Ball Point Pen

An Incident With A Ball Point Pen

Lying here on the couch viewing the blankness

Lying here on the couch viewing the blankness


I'm trying to watch TV
but I don't know what I'm watching
It's so lonely here
me myself & I reside in the night
I want to sleep but it just won't come it won't come
I'm so tired of hurting and being alone
I keep thinking about the pills in the cabinet but I'm scared
My head hurts so much from crying but if I take anything for it I'm scared
I won't stop and I would want to stop
want to stop

Lying here on the couch viewing the blankness

Lying here on the couch viewing the blankness


I'm trying to watch TV
but I don't know what I'm watching
It's so lonely here
me myself & I reside in the night
I want to sleep but it just won't come it won't come
I'm so tired of hurting and being alone
I keep thinking about the pills in the cabinet but I'm scared
My head hurts so much from crying but if I take anything for it I'm scared
I won't stop and I would want to stop
want to stop


I don't have any choice in the matter To make everything
I can't make it right by living
I'm so scared I want out but oh I don't know
I'm so cold
please do something
I can't stand this
empty feeling that I'm having
my head is horrible
stop the pounding hurts so much
stop

Lying here on the couch viewing the blankness

Lying here on the couch viewing the blankness


I'm trying to watch TV
but I don't know what I'm watching
It's so lonely here
me myself & I reside in the night
I want to sleep but it just won't come it won't come
I'm so tired of hurting and being alone
I keep thinking about the pills in the cabinet but I'm scared
My head hurts so much from crying but if I take anything for it I'm scared
I won't stop and I would want to stop
want to stop

Lying here on the couch viewing the blankness

Lying here on the couch viewing the blankness


I'm trying to watch TV
but I don't know what I'm watching
It's so lonely here
me myself & I reside in the night
I want to sleep but it just won't come it won't come
I'm so tired of hurting and being alone
I keep thinking about the pills in the cabinet but I'm scared
My head hurts so much from crying but if I take anything for it I'm scared
I won't stop and I would want to stop
want to stop


I don't have any choice in the matter To make everything
I can't make it right by living
I'm so scared I want out but oh I don't know
I'm so cold
please do something
I can't stand this
empty feeling that I'm having
my head is horrible
stop the pounding hurts so much
stop


I have no control over
anything in my life. I'm breaking into pieces. Somebody do something

Brazen Bull